Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Thirty Day Blog Challenge: Day 23

Day 23: "Write a letter to your future self."
Hi! I hope things are going ok. How is Dad? I hope he's doing much better. How is Honey? Hopefully you are still with him and we have our tiny house! :D Hopefully you have advance further in your career or have chosen a new one to allow you more advancement and a steadier paycheck.
Hopefully your Gremlin is running and roadworthy and hopefully you have your own motorcycle by now! If so, kudos! That's great that you've achieved some of your goals. Now, if you haven't, learn to pinstripe and airbrush and don't give up!
How is your Origami Owl business? Hopefully it's great and you are still as inspired and in love with it as you were the day you signed up. :)
Don't forget to pull your guitar and sax out everynow and them and blow the dust off them. Don't forget your passion for music! Don't forget that tattoo you want either ;). Live life for the fullest!!!

Thirty Day Blog Challenge: Day 22

Day 22: "Write a letter to your teenage self."
Hey! You !
Stop being so pissed off and depressed! Stay focused on school and friends and dump that piece of shit that you call a boyfriend. "But I love him!" You argue and kick and scream. Yeah, for some stupi reason you do, but it doesn't mean that you won't get over it! He isn't worth losing your friends and putting your family through so much stress.
See how much you love him when he tries to slam your head into your car window for flushing his meth down the toilet. See how much you love him when you're at the clinic because you found out he slept with 3+ chicks in the week of your two year anniversary. See how much you love him when you lose everything you love for someone you think you love.
Give him up. Dump his ass on the curb, block and delete his number. Enjoy your friends and school events. Take someone else to prom. Stop being so afraid. Take more pictures! He isn't the entire planet!
Don't make promises you have no intention of keeping. Don't sell your self out for some abusive shit bag.
Get out there and get it girl, just like you know how!
It always gets better!

Monday, April 21, 2014

Thirty Day Blog Challenge: Day 21

Day 21: A picture of what you wore today."
Well, seeing as it is a weekday, I was at work. So, I was wearing a work out 2010 Rod Run shirt with some SEM's plastic repair on it from college. I was also wearing a semi-worn out pair of blue jeans I got for $7 at goodwill. My ensemble was completed by a pair of Keens and a paint respirator. Woot. Lol.

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Thirty Day Blog Post: Day 20

Day 20: "Things you like and dislike about yourself."
Since we have already done a few things I like about my personality, I guess this can include physical things as well. It is interesting to me that the things I disliked about myself when I was little are some of the things I like now.
I like my dark brown eyes and bright red hair. I do not like my freckles because I think I have too many. I like being long legged, but I hate hitting my hip bones on everything. I like being small, but I hate seeing my bones. I think it's unattractive. I like my mind, but I hate being weak physically. I like being strong willed, but hate being limited by my sex and frail frame.
I don't really make lists like these because it feels like making a pro and con list about myself. I don't like doing that because I don't like focusing on the cons. Instead, I focus on keeping the pros and improving the cons. It's a battle, but I hope that one day, there will be many more positive thoughts and aspects of life. We shall see.

Saturday, April 19, 2014

Thirty Day Blog Challenge: Day 19

Day 19: "Your opinion on cheating on people."
It is wrong. No exceptions. No excuses. And if you don't want your significant other to know, or have to delete a message or picture because you don't want your S.O. to see, you shouldn't be doing it. You're probably already across the line of cheating.

Thirty Day Blog Challenge: Day 18

Day 18: "Three things you are proud about in your personality."

  1. I am a very loyal person. If you are my friend, or I just like you, you will always have my loyalty. I'm not saying I will have your back if you do something wrong, but I will still be a loyal friend. I won't talk about you behind your back or throw you under the bus. (unless you deserve it. lol)
  2. I am very responsible. I do what needs to be done, because it needs to be done. In fact, I'm so responsible, most people can't believe how young I am. (Except for how I look.)
  3. I am honest. If I think you don't want to hear or can't handle the truth, I won't tell you. But I will not lie to you either. If you ask me a question, the answer you get will always be an honest one. 

Thirty Day Blog Challenge: Day 17

Day 17: "How have you changed in the past two years?"
I have changed a lot in the last two years. Due to circumstances beyond anyone's control, things have gotten really stressful at my house. I have become much more stressed out and forgetful in the past two years.
I have picked up a lot more responsibilities as well. I have also found myself gravitating towards a more minimalist life style in the past two years.
But to be completely honest, it's really hard to say exactly how I've changed over the last two years, because it's hard to say who I was before.